My version of 'Ignorance is bliss'

Assalamualaikum wbt semua! haishh kepala otak ni masih tak stabil fikir tentang masa depan..dan makin senget sbb kadar kelajuan internet di Msia. i bukan nak mengutuk tp itulah kebenaran. malaslah i nak banding2 internet Jepun dgn sini kan. ada internet pun patotnya dah ckup bersyukur dah! ameen alhamdulillah..huu at the same time, bagus juga internet slow ni, boleh buat byk kerja dlm satu masa. hahahahaaha sbb i update blog ni pon sbb internet slow sgt, i bosan gila. sekian. 


oklah stalkers sekalian..i ada hal sikit nak kasi story sama u all. isu sensasi jugak la. pasal post status dekat Facebook and Twitter and social network lain2. u know lah kan, bila kita on FB/Twit kita, mestilah byk newsfeed kan? org yg aktif la, yg tak aktif tuh lantaklah. so bila dah baaanyak sgt kononnye notifications dan status2 yg menggelikan anak tekak smpai buat org nak termuntah pon ada, stats mencemuh mengutuk makan dalam membenci whatever yg selaras pon ada, u mestilah jd serabut kan baca org lain punya? pastu u pon bergosipla ngn org lain psl stats si polan yg u tak suka tuh, menyakitkan mata u la, u pulak postla stats mcm 'tak payahla nak berkongsi kisah cinta u all kat public niiii' or 'org lain xnak taula u dah clash ke u ngah hangat bercinta ke bla bla bla..' or 'org lain pon ada FB/twit juga tp tak adalah suka tukar stats seminit sekali' something like that. mesti ada kaaannnnn? utk org2 yg mcm ni, i nak tanya, what the hell is your problem actually? apa masalah setiap individu tuh nak update status dia? dia punya freaking page kot, suka hati dialah nak ckp pasal kisah cinta dia ke, dia tgh bengang dan nak luahkan ke, dia punya private life or what not, what's your problem? if status sekian2 tuh menyakitkan mata u, meloyakan u, buatkan u rasa jeles/dengki/sakit hati/bengang dll, APA KATA U HIDE JE DIA? nak i ajar ke cr nak hide post org mcm mana? seriously i tak faham. u all tuh very well educated person, don't act stupid la. if u rasa org yg post sebegitu tuh stupid, what makes u different from them? haaaaaa cuba u fikir2kan. u tak suka, u tak perlu baca. lainlah nama u kena tag ke kat post tuh, mmg no choice la kan. u harus baca juga no matter what. if u still xsuka juga, cakap terus terang la. mesti u kenal the person kan smpai dia boleh tag nama u. aigoooooooooooo benda simple yg u rumit2kan ni kenapaaaaa? ignore sudah! ni satu contoh, ignorance is bliss.

next, pasal notifications u yg kononnye flooded dgn freaking comments yg tak ada kene mengene dgn u lgsg. u marah sbb u ade komen satu, pastu org laen komen smpai beratus2, menyemak notifications u. DUHHHH sayang oi, delete komen u la if u tak suka sgt. bila buka fb, sepi bagaikan ghostown, u jugak rs isolated la sedih xda sapa update mende funla apa la. sekali bila penuh macam2 u bising2 pulak. nih lg satu i tak paham. benda simple sgt kot. sama macam kes 'aduhh penuh inbox mail aku! igtkan apa la tadi..apa la korg semua nih!' ada juga org duk komen mcm ni. Ya Allah, untick la 'send me notifications through e-mail' tuuuu. nak i ajar ke? peninglaaaaa. simple je kan? lagi satu, bah, IGNORELAAAA. ignorance is bliss dear! u ignore, u juga tak payah nak kusutkan kepala u dgn semua komen yg irrelevant tuh! aduhaiiiiii penat penat!

ada lagiiii, yg ni TOP la. u guys mesti tau banyak kes org kutuk2 islam di status mereka kan? Nauzubillah, semoga kita terpelihara dr melakukan perkara terkutuk mcm tuh. byk kan kes memalukan agama kita di FB/twitter? yg lebih menyedihkan, KOMEN2 DEKAT STATUS TU! Ya Allah, cukuplah mereka yg mengutuk islam, di tambah lagi dgn pengomen yg bijak pandai ni, duk maki2 budak yg mengutuk tuh. keluar segala carutan 2nd class ditujukan kpd si pengutuk. Ya Rabbi, apakah????? ok u tgk rentetannya. si pengutuk kutuk islam/sultan/anything berkenaan isu sensitif->u tak puas hati->u maki si pengutuk=APA? u dapat apa sbnarnya dear? please, i mohon sgt, mcm i said earlier, u're not stupid so don't act like one! free2 je u dpt dosa u tau kan? if u nasihatkan si pengutuk, ada la baiknya. ni u naik minyak sama level dgn si pengutuk, once again I ask, WHAT MAKES U DIFFERENT? i tau perkara mcm ni kita xelok ignore, tp kita lagi xelok utk join sekali kot! last resort, IGNORE! istighfar dalam hati dear, doa biar Allah bukakan pintu hati mereka! and then stop! tak perlu joinnnnnn~ aigooooooooo

ha pjg dah. pasal social network je dah boleh penuh satu post. penting utk kita sedar sbnarnye, yg kita kdg2 rs apa yg kita buat/rs/tulis/baca itu betul. tp igt, bukan selalunya semua mcm tuh. i pon slalu je mencemuh2 stats org nih tp i fikir2 balik, i tak perlu bc stats certain ppl yg menaikkan darah i, i tak perlu update stats i psl i geli bc stats org, i tak perlu nak join maki hamun org if they all triggers my anger. i hanya perlu BERTENANG AND IGNORE. the end. simple, apa pun tak payah fikir. if this post triggers ur anger, IGNORE. ok? rememberrrrr ignorance is?????? BLISS. wasalam wbt!

Malaysia; senang di perut, sakit di hati~

salam stalkers..u guys jela yg setia membaca yer..i nak conteng ape plak this time ea? lets get personal shall we? haha NEVER! TETTT! haha xmenla personal2 nih because *suara berbisik* we can never trust people! u stat crita personal story u kat org, once u gadoh ka, mulut they all tiba2 bocor ka, byk free time sgt xtau nak buat apa pi cr kwn utk kongsi crita ka, mmg jenis prangai suka heboh aib org ka or all the above =  secret u guys yg kononye secret tuh, org lain akan tau jugak! hahahaha pastu style yg 'eh u jgn bgtau sapa2, sbb dia kata secret! kaotim ea?' derrrrrrrr script lain please? hahaha yg bc if terasa, bgslaa bcause that's the whole point! hahaha no heart feelings ea, its reality sayang2 sekalian~ wee

so utk kali ini, eventho in my last entry i said this time it will be personal stuffs, i'll just let u know what is inside this fragile little heart of mine. weeee aaaaa heee <--suara alien tiga mata dlm toystory. haha oklah about my hometown which is Malaysia, awhh its sooo good to be back! i missed being home so much, hanging out with my family and go jalan2 cari makan! i'm good at that! so far i've eaten soooo many delicious food thanks to my dear sis yg belanja i mcm2 yg i xpernah mkn n kempunan! haha cian dia kena layan perut adik dia nih ha..sorrylah u guys, i makan byk toksah kirala. if kat jepun time winter 8x a day yer. tp balik Msia nih, kurang sikit lah..somehow i makan sikit2 je. BUAHAHAHA mati i if i terkantoi kt sini, mkn byk je pdhl! haha tp mmg seriously, bertuah duk Msia nih; terlindung dr bencana Alhamdulillah, kaya dgn natural resources Alhamdulillah, cuti banyaaaaakkkkkk, makanan sedaaaap& mcm2 lg la. if u guys study luar negara, or pi lah vacation mana2, nnti u akan rs ur country tetap no1. no matter sehebat mana pon negara lain. TETAPI, i miss Japan so much rite now. really! i don't know why but i don't feel at ease here. i'm worried about my house, things that i have to settle, my class after this, my friends& EVERYTHING! it's something that i cannot make a decision on the spot. something that i have to think about every single day; to go back or not. Ya Allah tunjukkanlah aku ke jalan yg benar. aminnn

tu lah, mcm2 dugaan skg nih Allah bg. sbgai hambaNYA i hanya boleh cuba menghadapi setenang yg boleh. i ssh la nak suarakan what i feel sebenarnya dpn whoever. i speak to myself, confess to myself, make sentences in my head but never say it out loud. i'm just that kind of person. ntahla, i pon ssh gak nak terangkan dr i ni mcm mana. sometimes i rs i open, sometimes i rs i nih hipokrit belagak baik. i pon pening. senang cerita, i adapt to all kinds of situations. i can be verrryyy the angel if i mix with the likes, and totally the opposite if i mix with..err the opposite of the good ones. hehe mcm xboleh nak figure which one is the real me. entahlaaa pening2! anda rs bagaimana yer? lau ade sape sependapat kan best? haha yg penting, yg i tau btol2 psl dr i, i cpt rs i boleh kongsi somethg dgn org if i rs sakit hati or sedih kt sapa2 tp after awhile, i menyesal~ each time i confessed to somebody about anythg, i'd regret it later on. sbb i rs i sgt jahat..i xpatot bukak aib org kt org lain eventho kononnye its between us. sbb i akan terpikir, if org bukak cerita psl i pon i xakan suka! pelik kan? then nanti bila i berdepan dgn org yg i terasa tuh after awhile, i nak communicate dgn dia mcm mana~ maluuuuu mcm mana people want to get to know me? demn i'm sucha complicated girl. sy nak minta maaf la ea kpd semua org yg i pernah share something ke..i really hope that we will never ever pas cerita masing2 kt org lain. if kita jg aib org, Allah jg aib kita masa kena hitung nanti. nauzubillah. sama2 lah kita jaga mulut masing2 ea, igt! kerana mulut badan binasa!

Long time no BLOGGING! tanganku gatal~

tuu dia berzaman2 i tggalkan my bloggy neh! cian diaaaa habeslah para stalker i! err still stalking ke? ke dah giveup halfway? mane satu? haha mane2 pon, LAYAN~ adoiii byk btol i kne update dgn my life nih, these past few days lots of things happened! starting with my suprise birthday gift all the way to the sad incident happened in my place in Japan. so much to update with yet i don't know where to freaking starttttttttt suara besar garau2

1st of all, i lame dah xupdate sbb i busy dgn pindah rumah. i dah byk xtgkap gmba utk diupdate. ok tu tipu, tgkap je tp mls nak edit n stuff. please don't make faces rite now. haha whateverlah kan, nnti when i received the spirit of editing pictures and post them here, i'll do it on the spot, BAM! ok? wee so i update simple2 jela skg sbb i dah ngntuk.. wee menahan mata panda

on 20.02, i had this extremely nice day, celebrating my 21st bday with my boyfie and seniors. they planned a suprise lunch. sucha sweetheart. nak menanges terharu tp berjaya menahan! kahkahkah pastu karok kt tmpt karok baru utk dpt free dessert haha mmg klakaa jerit2 ngn my girl senior. then i setelkan my internet, then me n boyfie had this romantic dinner at a korean restaurant in the heart of Sendai city, on the 9th floor of a shopping centre with an overview of the city. perfect day. i'm a lucky girl, praise to Allah. =))

ok, to be honest, I DON'T REMEMBER WHAT I DID AFTER MY BIRTHDAY! I'M SUCHA BIAS, I KNOW!! so i cannot update particularly what i did each day since my birthday. yg i igt, i ade pegi men snowbod lg, i ade program masak2, i pindah rumah, i p korea jenjalan and lastly the most recent, my place got hit with the magnitude 8.9 earthquake and aftershocks since. sekian report setelah hampir sebulan meninggalkan bloggy. huaaa makan apa ni smpai igtn dah xkuat dah nih. aging is such a scary thing! masyaAllah..

erm i beralih pada topik i la ea? insyaAllah lps ni i btul2 update hidup i, bg terurus sikit..serabai mcm ape ntah. mesti u all bygkan i berjambang misai pjg smpai ley tocang kan? tak tepat. hahahaha ok xpayah nak imagine! haha FYI, i skg di Malaysia. when i was in Korea, my dad pggl balik sbb gempa, tsunami yg berlaku di kwsn penempatan i and other Msians, and also because of the nuclear reactor yg dah meletops kat Fukushima, negeri jiran. hmmm it was devastating, i was shocked, hurt, sadden, struck awed by the power of God. betapa sngnye Allah nak hancurkan bumi ini. itu baru sikit. papepon i berdoa semoga rakyat Jepun yg tiada tmpt utk berlari pulang mcm i, tetap tabah menghadapi ujian drNYA. mereka sgt efisyen, sgt bgs menangani hal ini. anda semua tentu lebih mengetahui drpd i since i'm an ignorant little fella. DUH. so bab tgn i gatal nih, ble balik rumah, tgk dapor tersergam indah, oven mcm memanggil2 i utk buat kek. BOLEH X? baru smpai shari, xde keje nak buat, dah bising tny mane brg2 nak buat kek. i selongkar all the cabinets yg ade kt dapor umah i. xjumpa! stress! lps tuh i lps geram aini, i kuar p shop2 la segala bahan! MIAAHAHAHAHAAHA drku sgt puas skg. boleh tdo lena mlm ni. haha

okla u all, xleh nk halangla mata nak lelap dah. xoxo next entry, i nak luahkan sikit isi hati yg lama terpendam. tunggu~ hahaha salam wbt!