Remembering who we are~

miahahaa slepas habis berhempas pulas mencuba bersnobod, abeh satu badan rase mcm di potong 4; kepala, badan, peha & kaki. stiap bahagian sakit dia laen macam! haha bygkan, nak baring pon xleh, nak bgn pon xleh, nak menguap pon rasa mcm rib cage i bgerak nak kua dr badan. boleh x??haa betapa hebatnya impact i jatuh smlm..weee ptotnya the next day i rehatla kan satu hari, tp i p janji dgn my korean friend pulak, nak date ngn dia! kui kui kui lets goooo~~

mcm ni, my cute n super cool korean GIRLfriend ni, dia nak mintak tulung i bila i pi korea nnti. FYI, i nak ke korea awal bulan 3 nnti. she pulak pi berholiday dkt Europe! heish jeloshh! haha xpe2, i pon nak bercuti gak. haha so dia nak minx tlg i hantarkan digi-cam dia. sbg balasan, dia nak mskkan utk i dinner mlm tuh. tp tgk2 dia ajak pi jalan2 shopping pulak. i dah janji, kuatkanlah badan gak pusing bandar stengah hari. padan muka ko kina~i pon temanla dia tukar duit ke euro, tunjuk tmpt shopping murah2, tuka2 crita psl bf masing2, dan xkan lupa, kongsi crita psl islam! hee suka i tau knalkan islam kt kwn2 non-muslim i. wlaupon ilmu i secetek lopak air lps hujan(?), i kongsi jela mane yg i tau. huahua lps setel semua, we all balik umah dia, dia mskkan utk i maggi korea. nyaahaha i suka!! pastu dia ajar i, if pedas, minum susu! i baru tauuu! hahaha gulp gulp la susu i minum, xtaula hilang pedas i sbb sejuk ke or sbb tuh susu. huahua

pastu dia guide i habis2 psl trip i nnti, dia cekkan tmpt sauna. boleh? cemanela i nak ke sauna mcm dlm drama korea tuuu~ srabutlaaaaa~ haha wlaupon dlm hati rs nak sgt2 pegi, tahan lah nafsu nih. xkanla i nak btau sbb nye kot, u phm2 jela napa i xleh nak g. wee smbil2 tuh we all masakk!perghh senang je rupenye mskn korea nih, nak bg rs dia tuh, yg penting sesame oil & soy sauce dia. pastu sesame seed, habes crita! ops lupa, gochuujang! chili paste! wee sedappppp tp PEDAS GILAA! nsb baek dia invite lg sorg chinese-american n dia dtg bwk biskut maple. sedap n manis! siyesss yum2! xtgkap gamba tp, sowiee! nyahaha inilah proses,they all dan hasilnya!~

haaa on 17.02 lak, i participate program memperkenalkan negaraku Malaysia tercinta kpd warga2 emas Jepun. mwaahahaha i punyala malas nak bgn p participate sbnanye sbb i peeeenaaattt sgt2 xdpt rehat lg utk snobod tuh. dahla nak naek joggy lg! heishh jauh kot tmptnye! haha tp sonok, pakai bj kurung kot! byn lah, winter+baju kurung+naek joggy. ok??what a combo riiightt? asal2 program ni, warga Malaysia dkt my place, Sendai ni slalu bwat majlis or papela dkt dewan ni..at the same time warga2 emas bangsa Jepun nih, xreti nak duk diam lps dah xde keja. dorg suka participate in activities community dorg bwat. pastu dorg pon berminatla nak knl Malaysia gak n minx plajar msia introduce Msia~ haha best kan? camtuhla lebih kurg! i pon look forward la nak beramah mesra ngn pakcik makcik nippon nih. wlaupon i tau bahasa jepun i tonggang langgang, name pon tahi lalat kat bibir, i berani bangga la dgn mulut sepah i ni, ske sgt berckp lg2 bab my country. wee my senior sorg explen mcm2 psl Msia yg i pon xtau! best2, i pon byk blajar jugak. tp mlgnye i xdpt beramah mesra sgt, xde masa. just sempat introduced myself briefly and explain what Japanese culture had impact on my daily lives. haha agak malu ngn dr sndr, sbgai seorg islam+melayu, i boleh nmpk betapa warga muda di Jepun ni berdisiplin ikut peraturan! sshla nak tgk pemandangan yg mencemarkan mata mcm kt Msia. i insaf sebentar. huhu so u all, di mana pon u all berada, igtlah yg u all tuh bwk nama family, negara n yg penting skali, u bwk nama islam. byk dah org cemuh islam sane sini, xkan u all nak tambah minyak kat api yg membara kot? mane2 pon kita pegi, tonjolkanlah imej islam yg sebenar yer. 頑張りましょうね?? haa xphmlah tuh! p google translate! hahaha c u all later alligator! wasalam wbt.

my cute senior!<3 her. huahua

friendship and relationship are SINKING ships!

i suddenly realized that i absolutely have no one that i can confide in. like seriously, when i watched movies or dramas, the main characters will always have someone to talk to. someone whom will be there for u no matter u need them or not. someone who will look for u when u're gone, someone who will ask about u when they heard nothing of u, who will back u up whenever someone has backstabbed u. none.

cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!sweeeeeettttttttttt

maybe its my fault cause i never let anyone know the real me, not even my family. i'm drawing a thick line, a border to anyone that try to come near. merely 'cause i don't want to get hurt. i'm protecting myself. 'cause i trust nobody. people that i've trusted all freaking talked behind my back and lied to me. i'm growing up watching people around me got hurt by people who they think they loved. i've watched all kinds of stupidity that u can imagine; girls crying over boys who cheated on them, couples fighting and made up in public, stupid exes trying to approached their partner again, girls who were madly in love and gave all of theirs to their partner and ended up crying a river when they got dumped..tell me something i don't know. and now u tell me, should i be trusting anyone right now? and at the same time, i need someone that would hear anything i want to say without judging me, someone who actually cares about me. where is this someone..'cause when i thought i've found one, they'll turn out to be a big disappointment.

since the one that i want is not going to show up, i'm going to give up and stop hoping. all along, i thought that if we just keep on praying for our ideal person, boy or girl,  eventually they'll appear. i don't know for how long i should wait so i'm just going to stop here. if u are also thinking what i'm thinking, let's stop wasting our time together okay? but if u don't agree with this, don't dirty my blog with ur thoughts, save it. open ur own freaking blog and blurt there urself. thanks for reading such a boring blog u guys! xoxo

see u next semester dear books!

ooooooowwwwhhh FINALLY!the long awaited day has arrived and I'm a sick free bird(sounds familiar) right now!Alhamdulillah syukur, the final exam has ended painfully and let us pray to our creator that everything will turn out just fine. aminn *angel face* so, wahai buku2, kertas2, nota2 sekalian, selamat berhabuk! hahahaha

oh, lupa! i should've introduce myself dulu kan kan? yg mana yg xtertulis dlm The Owner tuh, meh i explain serba sedikit kat sini ea? i sbnanya asal Malaysia ku terchenta. negeri?cuba teka! haaa the heart of Malaysia la, mana lagi; Kuala Lumpur! i was born in KL, in 1990(my birthday is coming!aww) but i was brought up in super many places which i can't even remember!haha no lah,  as far as i can recall, i used to stay in Sg Buloh, Langkawi, Sabah, then back to Langkawi again and finally KL! then only it feels like home. huhu the reason behind this nomad-kinda life? haa pk pk pk! sbb my parents divorced when i was 2years old. hee nak buat cena, jodoh tangan tuhan kan??we all redha~ thats why la i pindah randah. sakit woo tp i kecik je mane tau pape. keje tido makan berak tido makan berak je kot. haha

haish, ni lah dia masalah bila da ade blog, byk pulak benda yg i nak ckp. tp since i'm still in my exam mode, hari ni crita criti pasal library skolah i k?knapa psl library?mcm boring je en?bila teringat library, teringat buku2 yg byk, senyap sunyi, boring bla bla bla. TEPAT SEKALI. mmg betul pon. xyah nak rs serba slh sbb anda xsuka kan library sbb KITA SERUPA! nak tau up until now, for almost a year, the number of times i've visited my school's library issss (drumroll lama sketttt)~~~ 4324353x! mantap kan??siyesly BOHONG. lol 3x je kot. bahahahahhaa oh yesss 3times only bebeh. meh i kasi cerita everytime i pegi pon, i bwat ape.

1st time; masok, waaaahhhh 1st time masuk library! (nganga kot, terkejut nye pasai), kne swipe2 ID card lg(pergh kan?), pastu jlnla pusing2 mcm stupod. pastu amek satu buku, photography je pon. smgt nak baca buku dlm library lah katekan..pastu, duk jap..selak2..menguap..tgk sekeliling, senyap..menguap besar punya..pastu..ZzzzzzzzZZZZZzzzzz

2nd time; azam baru! xmau ulang peristiwa silam! smgt menapak ke library lg, lgpun kali ni dtg dgn my super brilliant Vietnamese girlfriend, act la sket. lol kali ni i have to get rid of my allergy to books, yup, i have that! so, buku2 pelajaran mmg harapan la en, headed towards Korean Language section, pick a quite fun book(selak2 siap dah, takot dgn idiom "don't jugde a book by its cover"), pastu pinjam!! berjaya!!...lah sgt! i returned to the library the next 2weeks, in order to hand the book back, without even  reading a single page.

3rd time; azam baru lagi! nak exam nih mek kina oi, xkan nak allergic kt buku jugak kan? ko gile?? yosh! mlangkahla i ke library mcm askar kawat macho2 tuh. search buku kaw2, pinjam 3buah! haaa jgn men2, mantap kali ni nye azam. balik umah, tarok atas meja btol2 tepi my maccy(my lappy) so konpemla baca kan?plus, isi2 exam might be in those books!have to read it no matter what!!.....YEAH RIGHT! ended up giving them back to the library just now.

konklusinya, i was never fond of the library. period. the end! HAHAHA bengang x? slap me pelissss oh gamba!nah amek, my library yg megah lg tampan. mr. library, i don't hate u. hope u know that! see u next semester ok~ but i'll see u guys sooner than that! hugs!

and the journey has begun!

Alhamdulillah! terbitlah sudah blog i yg dinanti2kan(ea?)oleh u'alllll~ thanks for waiting! lol i bukannya apa, bz sgt dgn exams la pa bala lain la, penat la i nak buat blog lagi nak setel hal sekolah lagi. hehe sbnarnya esok i ade exam lagi tp i tetap rasa nak start blog i hari niiiii juga! sbb apa?sbb hari ni tarikh dia lawa. BAHAHAHA MOTIPPP?


okla~ so from today onwards, i will update anything about this super fun life of mine. u guys igt Kimora Lee Simmons je ke yg ada FABULOUS life? sekiuz me ea, my life is also very the fabs ok. and u guys punya life pon! takyah nak sedih2 la, ngarut ja. but there are times when we just can't help it. time2 tuh je kita bersedih ramai2 k? pastu kita teruskanlah hidup kita yg singkat nih because life is like a journey, u have to move on in order to get to ur destination right?nak stuck kat satu tempat wau2 bulan mcm stupod buat pa?there are still lots of fun awaits us! ok syg2ku? blerghhh 


sbnarnya, i baru bgn tido. haha time maghrib td(astaghfirullahalazim) boleh pulak termengantuks. so terZZZzz sebentar. jap je, xsmpai satu jam pon ok. dgn nota segala bagai nye atas muka, BAYANGKANLAH. so since i dah stat my blog nih, i nak tetapkan kat sini yg setiap entry, i akan post at least 1 gambar utk dishare dgn u'alls ok. lucky pic for today issss (drumroll..lama sikit..drumroll lagi..LOL)

TADAAAAA!

bahaha comel kan??this is the pic that i took in Kobe when i went there for foodhunting. ha, u all tak payah nak ckp motif i tarok gamba nih sbb i nak jd mcm nih, tampar kang. hahahaha bukan2, i tgk gamba ni unik, nak sharela ngn u'all. kali ni xada copyright lg, so nak kopipes kat mane2 pon suka hatilaaaa!silakan~

so for my 1st entry, i will end it here. sbb nota2 subjek Economic History are waiting for me to be read with super sleepy eyes. see u'all in my next entry ea.

chow chin cauuuuu salam wbt!